Well another four months on it's now 9 months since Andy has been gone. Where does the time go ? I feel like it was yesterday. Writing these chapters are a way of expressing my hurt and loss. I just wish that others felt the same, it's sad that when you lose the most important person in your life that others leave you too. Some have stepped upto the mark no matter how they feel, and i know that some find it hard in their grief too, at the end of the day it's no more than i expected ! It really is a time when you find out who really does care. Our Wedding Anniversary is fast approaching and it will be the first one without Andy a day which i'm not looking forward to but i have to get through it whichever way i can.